Stress!!!

Sometimes I like to write just random crazy shit that has happened in my life and occasionally I like to write about life in general.  It is almost like I take my pants off and put a skirt on but it helps me cope so kiss my arse if you don't like it.

Here we go with the topic at hand of "stress!"  What causes stress in my life?  A lot of shit!!  I am always stressed when it comes to business.  Now I do have one rule on this blog and that is I will not bring up my business or involve it in this madness!  The only thing I will say is that I have had to make some of the hardest decisions of my life since owning a business.  But it is kind of like being a captain on a ship, I have to keep my chin up and try and make shit happen no matter what!

Next matter is personal stress.  There are a few things that relate to this and the biggest is fear of failure.  I have became very good at putting mind over matter but there is a dark side to that too.  I can become obsessive.  Not serial killer or crazy ass rapist obsessive but when I really want something I can not give up on it.  I was once told by a friend that I do not have a "yellow light" in my life.  She was exactly right, it is either stop or go!  Here are some examples of me going ape shit and obsessing.

College...A lot of people don't know that I was actually kicked out of school once.  I had to work and pay bills and also I was drinking like a damn fish.  We are going to keep this shit honest so there you go.  What did I do?  One day I decided to go back and it was on.  12 hrs of summer school 4 A's later and after begging and begging I was let back into school on probation.  I knocked out 57 credit hrs in three semesters while working about 50 hrs a week.  I lost weight, have myself an ulcer, threw up blood for a couple of days and lost touch with a lot of people.  But I got that damn piece of paper (maybe I should frame that joker?)!!

Now you know I can't blog without saying something about women!  They make the damn world go around and I love you all!  Hell I like you so much that I got a picture of a woman tattooed on my thigh!  She is with me at all times and she hearts me (i said "hearts" ,haha).  I have to be careful about what I say because I am surprised at who actually reads all this crap.  I have been blindsided by a woman once in my illustrious career and it hurt like a son of a bitch!  Before I get my ass in to too much trouble I will just say this.  Besides prom and funerals I can not remember buying flowers.  There is an exception though.  I bought so many damn flowers for someone that you would think that I robbed a fucking botanical garden.  I can't even smell the damn things!  My friend took a damn picture for proff!  They were different colors and I even wrote shit on the damn card!  I thought I studied whoreticulture not horticulture (talking about me not her).  I even bought a damn fruit flower!  You should have saw this thing, pineapples, strawberries, grapes, there may have been a fucking nectarine in there for all I know!  A fruit buying a fruit flower (I just threw my man card in the trash)!  Why did I do this?  Because I was stressed out and had made my mind up that I wanted something.  I want the vase that they came in back!  haha

Ummm, I have to get back to work and get some shit done.  The last thing that stresses me is a broken condom!

Haha, talk to you all soon!  Cheers!!